Hi. My name’s Liz and I’m a procrastaholic.
I start out with really good intentions to sit down and write, or plan, or edit. I have the tools I’ll need at the ready. I have a gigantic cuppa coffee to keep me fueled up.
But then I lose focus.
Usually it starts pretty innocently. I don’t quite know where to start, so I’m looking for inspiration. Or I feel stuck on a particular project and I’m trying to decide what to do about it.
So I sit there. Thinking. Processing. And I’m inside my head, knowing I really should be doing something rather than just mulling it over.
And that makes me feel guilty. So to block out the guilt I try to think of something to do. Then I’ll make the mistake of opening my email. Or Facebook. I’ll go to check something out on the internet.
Once that happens, it’s all over. Ten minutes of email turns into, “how the heck did it get to be 4:00 in the afternoon?” And as much as I hate to admit it, there are other things I have to do besides staring at my computer. There’s housework and a husband and dinner to be cooked and eaten. There are the other commitments I have that I can’t simply blow off for more screen time. There are books to be read. There’s a dog to be walked.
Far too often I find that the time I have available for writing simply slips away from me, like mist across the water.
But I have a plan. That plan is to learn how to plan.
I’ve always been more of a pantser. That’s a writer who writes by the seat of her pants, for the uninitiated. One who sits down and just writes without necessarily having a concrete idea of where a story might be going ahead of time.
Pantsing feels more creative than plotting. Plotting feels too structured, too organized. Plotting will suck the life out of my writing. Pantsing seems so much more free.
Now is when you might ask, And how’s that working out for you?
Clearly, it ain’t. It’s fantastic for developing my procrastination skills, and terrible for getting any actual words on the page.
So this coming week my goal is to create a plot outline for at least one of the stories that have been percolating in my brain or languishing on my computer. The good news? I have plenty to choose from!
I’ll probably start with something relatively short, but not too short. One of my short story or novella ideas should work. I’ll create a basic structure for it, fill in a few details, and know what story I want to tell.
And from that, hopefully, I’ll be able to sit down with my coffee and my blank page and fill up the one while I empty the other.
I’ll let you know how it goes.